August 12, 2008
Despite the fact that I seem to be constantly in a state of "go" I think I'm actually bored. Or maybe I'm in a rut.
Usually about this time (when I feel like this anyway) I pick something to paint. It could be a room, some furniture, watercolors, a t-shirt, my toes, just about anything goes.
This time is a little different tho. I can't seem to focus on anything. There's three rooms and an accent wall I have colors choosen for, but I haven't done anything but put samples on the walls of my bedroom.
I've purchased supplies for some new water color paintings, but I can't find any inspiration. I have three bookcases I'd like to refinish as well, but I can't bother to get to work on them.
I've searched for supplies to try my hand at wool felting but that seems to be a foreign concept out here in the stix (I'm an instant gratification kind of girl, so ordering things on the internet is a last resort for craft supplies- I tend to lose the moment of inspiration).
I feel like I have no time to complete anything so I just don't bother. I'm the queen of time management - so that' can't be it.
Maybe it's time for some more happy pills. The meditation, acupuncture, walking, aromatherapy, and visualization don't seem to be working as quickly as I'd like. Meds are much faster. Here's to instant gratification!
